I honestly need to start running everyday again. And actually last more than a month. I’ve never been successful and I need to.
People always look at me and tell I’m not fat. It’s not like I want to be skinny SKINNY. But. THERE ARE SO MANY FAT AREAS Y’ALL CAN’T SEE BECAUSE IM OBVIOUSLY NEVER GOING TO EXPOSE THEM. If I was acceptable in my own head. Trust me. I’ll be wearing a god damn bikini everytime I get the chance to.
Today a good friend went back, but someone is extremely upset because he’s his best friend. Well, I guess this marks the end of our really long holiday.. TIME TO GET CRACCCCKING
People don’t realize how observation is the reason for actions. You need not verbally send a message to make me understand your thoughts.
Sometimes I feel like god is preparing me for what is ahead. Some people have never experienced any of this, but I’ve experienced them countless of times. Does that make me more resilient?
Being stuck in this very horrible, horrible mental stage in life. 😔 Or maybe it’s just the period hormones influencing my mood. *shrugs*
Stop wallowing in self pity, bitch. That’s so disgusting. Get a grip.
Words can easily convince people. But are you really what you say yourself to be?
I think the worst feeling in the world is wanting to talk to someone about something, but that something is that someone.
I think the sad truth is that no matter what happens, somewhere sometime you’ll experience being dropped in a heartbeat for someone else.
And it’s not something you want to fight for because you understand why this other person is more valuable than you.
Which really sucks.
"Acting all fancy on the outside when you’re in-fact a person with horrid temperament on the inside, is for naught.
People will know.”
I utterly dislike people who refuse to apologize. People who find that their ego triumphs over everything and anything else. Apologizing is NOT difficult at all. If I had to describe how apologizing feels, it makes you feel better. A burden is lifted, a barrier is removed and you know that you’ve tried your very best regardless. People who thinks they’re right all the time despite anything? Just go wallow in your overflowing bowl of self absorbed ego.
It seemed like I had forgotten
Yet you didn’t voice out your grieve
Ignoring the task you were assigned to
Persevering, you merely silently followed
Noticing, they started coming back
Grasping on to you as you did
For fear that I’d lose them again
Stopping. Closing. To permanently fix it in.
The cold and wet, filled with a stench
Icetrays of seafood, specifically huge lobsters
Attached at the hip
Like two peas in a pod
Everything buzzed at their peak
Everything was absolute
It had to end.
Your task is your life
Sealing the ending countless times
Obliterating wouldn’t happen again.